The Fetal Diaries #4: Blah. Je deteste anniversaires.
Oui, je deteste anniversaires. Pourquoi?
Two tests tomorrow. TWO! On my bday. My teachers don’t have mercy..
I can’t skip third with Dylan cause I have some HUGE stuff going on in photography that I need to take care of. So, he’s just coming over to my class since he has nowhere else to go. Oh, and I know lots of people will get kinda mad at him, but please don’t, fries guy aka Dylan isn’t getting me fries. I forgot why.. but he says he’ll make it up sometime later. Aaaaand, he kept on saying sorry and that he feels bad. I told him it’s just my bday, not Jesus Christ’s so no big deal.
Anyways… my dad was talking about how lucky we are compared to our cousins in the Phils. We still get what we want, when they can barely get what they need. I am fully aware of that. I have been sooo long ago. I know I am priveleged, and that I am lucky, and that I should be grateful. And I absolutely am. I do not know why my dad always make it sound like I am wasting my life away. I am not. I may not show it, but I am more grateful than I let off. I do not jump for joy for the little things. I can, but I choose not to, simply because I am not jolly. I am not a cynic, however, nor am I a pessimist. Then, he asked us, do we like it here, or do we wanna go back to the Phils? I absolutely do NOT wanna go back there. Not that I do not like it there, I just do not wanna be there. ONE DAY that my mom and bro spends away from me, I break down. I don’t even talk to my mom that much, but I get really cranky and moody without my mom or brother. Do I look like I wanna go there?? It would be fun for a visit, but no more. I cannot stand it there, my cousins, and the traffic. No thanks. I WILL go back, however, if I can stay and live by the beach, and not go to school. But that’s not the case. I HAVE to go to school. So no thanks. (You may have noticed I have not been using word contractions. I am quite mad today, and I do not use word contractions when I am. Just so you guys know.)
Who am I mad at? Nobody really. It is more like at my bday. I hate bdays. Agh. TWO TESTS. Blegh. I think I should’ve studied for my trig test..
Crap. I hate my bday already. And it’s not even my bday. Well I’m out.
Rant overrrr
Kristine (aka fetus) xo.
December 20th, 2007 at 5:45 pm
Yeah, I do donate. Like those things in school, santa’s anonymous. It’s local, and I know where it goes. I’m not saying I don’t wanna donate to stuff for africa, i just cant. I will when I can, and ill keep it to myself. right julie?
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December 20th, 2007 at 6:36 pm
hahahahahaha! julie. when my little nieces and nephew aren’t eating i always say “finish your food, there are children starving in the united states!”
its my little twist on the “africa” stereotype thing.
and, there ARE children starving in the U.S!
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December 21st, 2007 at 5:25 am
True. After living there for a few months, I have to say I’ve found that it’s pretty hard to live there. To have a decent living in the U.S. you really need to have the money. To live in a decent area, send your kids to good schools, be able to afford medical and dental care…it’s not all golden like it appears on TV.
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December 21st, 2007 at 1:09 pm
Right! There are people starving in the USA. Same with Canada. People are sooo buried in debt, and can’t pay it off or they’ll go homeless and starve..
Some people just don’t see that.
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December 21st, 2007 at 1:20 pm
Kristine - speaking of Canadian homelessness…
Here’s a typical dwelling for Vancouverite with $60k/year income.
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December 21st, 2007 at 1:38 pm
yeah same situation with calgary. real estate prices are soooo high in vancouver and other places in canada some people can’t afford em. it’s quite sad, actually.
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