The Fetal Diaries #18: Happy.. day that singles loathe.

Posted by kristine on February 14th, 2008 | Categorized as Blog | 220 views and 15 Comments

I am a loner today. Because it’s Febuary 14th, I tried to block out everything that was going on in school: the mushiness, chocolates, and roses. Oh, and I tried to block out the thought that F.G. is alive. Just because, well, you guys get why… right? Usually he doesn’t acknowledge my presence in Science class (because of the other friends - more specifically, the ones with testosterone in their bodies) so I thought it would be easy. Of course, he had to say hi to me - out of all days - today. I really think that I shouldn’t have gone up to grab the scissors then. Oh, and you know what I did? I smiled. SMILED. I didn’t say hi. I can’t frgn talk. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!! I smiled like a moron, then walked away. Way to go Kristine, for acting like you didn’t know F.G.

Anyways, second block was social, and in that class was one of my very first friends that I made when I moved to McCrack. She was just recently dumped by her boyfriend. Or should I say, ex. Of course, she was whining about how she misses her ex. By the end of the class, I was half insane with all the whining she was doing. I have never seen her like this, and seeing her on the verge of tears made me feel even worse than I already do. So guess what I said now? “Hey, it’s not my fault he broke up with you,” OMAGAWD. There is seriously something wrong with me!! How can I say that to my friend who isn’t even close to recovering from her break up, especially on Vday, when she feels VERY alone?! I really wanted to punch myself right after I realized what came out of my big mouth that always crashes when it involves F.G. Dammit.

Lunch was uneventful, so let’s forget about that. Third block, I sat infront of a computer. Once again, uneventful.

Then come 4th block, gym class. The girls in the change rooms were SQUEALING with delight. It’s valentine’s day, go figure. They’re all excited about dates and stuff. Even my bisexual classmate has a date tonight. Whatever though, I don’t need that, right? RIGHT?! No, I don’t need it, but I want it. LOL. I am such a loner.

We then go to the cafeteria, so we can do some Richard Simmons aerobics. Even my gym teacher was complaining about how lonely she is. At least I know I’m not alone, haha. The ONLY good part of the day, though, was when I was watching the girls infront of me attempt to follow Richard Simmons from the projection. Now, I realize that I’m not that bad when it comes to dance/aerobics. I actually have some good coordination, some girls infront of me can’t even MOVE RIGHT. Too funny, especially when they trip over their shoes and stuff. Haha..

I was wondering though, if Richard Simmons was really gay, or what. Cause he seem to enjoy having the male singers sing while he danced and such. But then again, he kinda made out with a girl halfway through the video. I’m now confused. And ‘Jailhouse Rock’ is stuck in my head. God. Oh, and did I mention, there was a girl in the video, in flashy spandex. She looked like she was having an orgasm. Just thought I’d let you guys know. Seriously, made me crack up. Richard Simmons acts girlier than me. Really. It’s so weird.

After that class, I was walking to my locker and a bunch of guys wolf whistle at me. Seriously, GET OUTTA MY FACE. Bunch of idiots. Ugh. And the bus ride home. UGH. Guys at the back kept throwing stuff at their friend at the front. Of course, because their aims f****** suck, they kept on hitting me. I wanted to scream at them, but I was too worn out to even try. Then I get home, find out that last sem’s reports cards have finally come home, and my math sucked. Gotta talk to counsellor about that..

Okay, rant over. Byeee guys.

Kristine aka fetus.

Born in the Philippines, then lived in Abu Dhabi, UAE for almost 4 years. Immigrated to Calgary, Canada (one of the most, if not THE most diverse city in Canada), but lives even farther north now (where it seems to be the opposite of Calgary).