Running Away
Question time!
I’ve been wondering about this for a while, but does anyone here feel this tendency to like ‘run away’ from their problems and stuff?
Usually, I move to a different country on average once every 4 years, so whenever something bad happens, or whenever something relatively uncomfortable/unpleasant come up, I usually think ‘ah well, who cares, I’ll be leaving soon anyway’, so I just keep quiet and let thngs continue on their own path.
So yeah, does anyone feel that tendency to run away from their problems?
March 3rd, 2008 at 2:42 am
When I was little, I used to have dreams where monsters chased me and caught me. I’d wake-up terrified!
When I grew older I began to run away successfully from them and would wake-up feeling good. lol
I’ve been living in Spain for 4-5 years now by the way. Buying property here has grounded me. There were times when I felt like running away but I guess it’s not easy to move with property in tow. That said, I don’t feel claustrophobic because I’m in Europe and can easily go to to the UK or France or some other country nearby.
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March 3rd, 2008 at 8:03 am
yea..i guess i do this. at least people have told me that’s what i do.
someone wrote me a letter full of criticism recently, telling me,
“you get tired of people so quickly and hop from one friend to another. it seems like you just move on without ever looking back. maybe people would appreciate you more and it would boost your ego if you would stick with people instead of picking up your coat and leaving”
not that she has much of a right to criticize me because she is depressed herself and she’s almost bipolar. we were roomates and she drove me crazy with her emotional rollercoasters..but anyways. i already flushed her letter down the toilet..lol..but i did think about it, and i guess that in a way she’s right.
i’ve been living in each place only for a year since i turned 12, so whenever things get rough we move.
i got so used to it that i don’t say anything when things bother me. i just put up with them cause “im leaving soon aanyways”, this time it’s been more than a year..and i never told her anything that bothered me. the thing is that one day something happened and i was like “that’s it. i’m done”. and i was! i didn’t care about anything anymore. i was just…DONE with her. forget whatever friendship we had…forget anything. im done and moving on.
i guess it’s bad, but i dont know how much i care right now…lol
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