I guess I need help
Hi everybody
I’m new here. I”m Steph, Canadian citizen living in Kansas.
French is my first language since i’m from Quebec city, but I also speak english (well I guess everybody figures that one out!) , German and Spanish.
I live in Europe for a while and I loved it…
I hate Kansas. I never wanted to live in the states, but I guess you’ll have to when you marry an american….
We moved here in November from Frankfurt, Germany….and still I cant get use to it.
My husband is leaving in 2-3 weeks for Iraq (for 15months) and I am very lonely and it<s going to get worst when he<s gone.
I have a few friends here, but we all have very different schedules so it’s kind of hard to hang out with them. and it’s not like they really understand what I’m going thru…
I cant do it on my own….
I am seriously thinking about going home, but it’s kindda hard to travel by yourself with 2 cats, a dog and a horse….
people are rude here….I’m not use to that. They are very close minded and seriously, I don’t think it would kill them to read a few books. I really don’t like to be prejudice, but right this second, I don’t care.
I am scared….not that Kansas is dangerous ( well if you compare it to Canada or Germany, well it is). I’m just scare because I cant be here on my own.
I am usually very strong and I can take care of my self. When I was 18 I left for Spain, all by my self, and had a blast. This situation right now…it’s just nothing I ever imagined….it’s a nightmare.
I am on Fort Riley, if any of you lives here or close, plz I need someone to talk to.
thanks for listening/reading
Steph
June 11th, 2008 at 9:03 pm
Desoler, comme vous pouvez constatez, le francais n’est pas ma langue maternelle.
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June 12th, 2008 at 1:18 am
On est tous ici pour toi!! =)
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June 13th, 2008 at 7:51 am
MErci à tous! Je me suis un peu calmé depuis l’écriture de ce message. Mon cChum et moi avons parlé pendant de très longues heures…. Je vais me concentré sur mes Études ( du moins ce que je peux faire en attendant ma GreenCard…) et me passion, mon Cheval Benjamin! et mes nouveaux amis de TCK!!!
Thanks so much Guys! I Calmed down alot since I wrote this Message. With my Hubby with talked alot and figureed stuff out. I’ll concentrate on my studies ( or at least what I can do while waiting on the GreenCard…) and my passion, my Horse Benjamin! and of Course my new Friends from TCK!!!
BTW, sorry if I put caps where thay don’t belong, that’s from Speaking German for the las 3 years of my life!
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July 23rd, 2008 at 7:06 pm
Stephanie, je crois que je te comprends tres bien, etant donne que moi meme j’habite a Kansas City depuis deja 2 ans et demi. Je vois que t’as deja pas mal de gens a qui parler, donc c’est peut etre pas la peine d’en rajouter.
En plus, je ne sais pas si ma culture africaine servirait a grand chose.
J’entends neanmoins dire par contre qu’il y a quelque francophones/philes dans les environs. J’ai rencontre l’ete passe deux francaises ici meme a KC et un prof a la retraite a Lawrence il y a quelques mois. Je crois avoir le contact d’au moins l’une d’elles, au cas ou ce serait encore utile.
Bon courage dans tes etudes.
[desole pour le manque d’accents]
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