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Heartbroken

Jemila

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Hello Guys,

How are you all doing? I hope well.

I am having a very hard time coping with the death of my Kittie Nenita, she had a debilitating heart condition that need to be repaired surgically, she went for her op on June the 10th, her surgery was successful and things seemed to be looking up, I left her at 11 phoned every 2 hours to find out about her progress, the vets were very happy, I went to see her at 18hs and she was well, a few minutes later she went into cardiac arrest and she was gone within a few minutes.

She is in a better place now and that i did all that i could to save her, she was operated by the best surgeon in Argentina…somehow all of this is what has been said to me in order to make me feel better, but somehow I can’t :(

I am completely heartbroken, she was only 3 and a half months old.

My mom said that at leats I was there when she passed away, and that she is at peace now…but I am not.

I am sharing with you a pic of her when she was only 1 month old.

I miss her so much.

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June 15, 2008 | Filed Under General Forum 

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    Maud
    Maud Says:
    June 17th, 2008 at 5:16 am

    She’s such a beauty! Jemila you did the very best you could do and although it might be hard right now, your tears will dry, trust me.

    Untill a few months ago I had only one cat in my life, and she meant the world to me because through all my years of moving around and losing friends and leaving things behind, she stayed with me. She was my constant. Minorca had been given to me as a kitten when I was 5 and I kept her with me always untill I turned 24.

    You see recently I moved to Montreal and reluctantly left her at my parents place in France… she died while I was away just a few months later.

    I was a mess. I cried for days. When I think of her I have so many memories!

    A month ago, my boyfriend got me a kitty. I guess he could tell I missed Minorca terribly. Although no kitty could ever replace Minorca, I love my new kitten and I’m not as sad anymore.

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    Jemila
    Jemila Says:
    June 17th, 2008 at 1:35 pm

    Mairabay, Stéph, Maria River, Miyon, Cynthia, Brice and Maud,

    Thank you so much for you words of support :)

    A friend of mine sent me this poem and it helped me feel a little better, although I cry when I read it.

    I decided to share it with you who know what it means to have lost a dearly beloved pet, hope it helps you too.

    Although it says mummy, I hope it will help daddys too.

    “The light of my life”

    You have to stay this time mummy
    I now have to be free
    Don’t be so sad mummy
    for now I’m at peace
    Let go of your pain, let it take part of you
    because from out of these ashes, a new life will bloom
    Don’t look for me in places I have been
    I am in your heart mummy
    and inside your soul
    ..and everything that reminds you of me
    see, I’m not really gone
    Don’t be lost in the dark
    or scared when you’re alone
    My spirit is near you, and my light will shine on

    ———————————

    ‘to be blind and not see her magic and what she’s given me - to sit in the dark alone and not embrace what love I’ve been shown now that, would be the tragedy’

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